Sunday, July 02, 2006
i don't exist today
The sun was streaming into my room at 9am this morning, after I had only gone to bed at 4. I covered my head and went back to sleep, but I felt like shit cos I had way too many drinks yesterday. I can't even remember quite a bit of what I did, apparently I yelled at one guy, he said I yelled at him for quite a while but he found it funny so that's not so bad but I can't even remember doing that..! But when I woke up today I remembered some stuff and I felt mortified..
Stupid Australian bar.. Omg. I flirted shamelessly with the Austrian guys and I went and hung out outside AG's door for the longest time and left him a note when I got back after taking the night bus home alone. I saw him dancing with another girl and I was so upset.. That's stupid cos I was dancing with a whole bunch of other guys and we only got together once but I really do like him for real. I feel really comfortable with him and it's like totally no pressure, and he's cute too. It's weird now cos we usually hang out together and it's so shit. Now everytime I walk past his door I hope that he doesn't suddenly open it and I hope that I don't meet him on the stairs or whatever. I am soooooo mortified now. I just wanna be invisible and I don't want anyone to know I exist.
We went to the beach today, it's really far away at Lergravsparken which is at the end of the metro line, but none of the trains went there so we had to change to a bus at the Christianshavn station. The weather was perfect, very hot and very sunny, a big contrast to last week which was stupid and rainy and freezing. So I kinda have a funny tan line now cos of the bikini I wore. We couldn't find the others so we stayed in another spot for a while, until we were found then we moved over and just lay there doing nothing. It was nice to get out, otherwise I think I would have spent the entire day in my room. I got back and immediately ran to my room and locked the door and I'm not gonna step out tonight. Tomorrow I have a meeting and then class so I have to go out but unless absolutely necessary I'm staying in.. There's the Canal Tour tomorrow though and I'm looking forward to that cos it looks very touristy and fun.
I need to do some work and try to be invisible right now.
Stupid Australian bar.. Omg. I flirted shamelessly with the Austrian guys and I went and hung out outside AG's door for the longest time and left him a note when I got back after taking the night bus home alone. I saw him dancing with another girl and I was so upset.. That's stupid cos I was dancing with a whole bunch of other guys and we only got together once but I really do like him for real. I feel really comfortable with him and it's like totally no pressure, and he's cute too. It's weird now cos we usually hang out together and it's so shit. Now everytime I walk past his door I hope that he doesn't suddenly open it and I hope that I don't meet him on the stairs or whatever. I am soooooo mortified now. I just wanna be invisible and I don't want anyone to know I exist.
We went to the beach today, it's really far away at Lergravsparken which is at the end of the metro line, but none of the trains went there so we had to change to a bus at the Christianshavn station. The weather was perfect, very hot and very sunny, a big contrast to last week which was stupid and rainy and freezing. So I kinda have a funny tan line now cos of the bikini I wore. We couldn't find the others so we stayed in another spot for a while, until we were found then we moved over and just lay there doing nothing. It was nice to get out, otherwise I think I would have spent the entire day in my room. I got back and immediately ran to my room and locked the door and I'm not gonna step out tonight. Tomorrow I have a meeting and then class so I have to go out but unless absolutely necessary I'm staying in.. There's the Canal Tour tomorrow though and I'm looking forward to that cos it looks very touristy and fun.
I need to do some work and try to be invisible right now.
# posted by .sibonga. @ 7:45 PM 
